Notes to myself

If I could fly
Before you said goodbye, I'd be up there in the sky

Watching you while you (couldn't) watch me
Thanking every moment that I'm free

Far from the noise that you earthlings make
Away from your senses and promises you fake

I would say "No" when you asked if you could join me
I know you'd be hurt but I never could do much to please thee

I'm your spirit and deserved much more respect
While you were forgetting me, you ruined yourself imperfect

My expectations from life seemed so high
I knew all that would make sense now that you've let yourself die!