So God, I ask for strength, courage for me, my family, relatives and friends... and while doing so, submit myself unto you; thou are the only light. With that, I know that no matter what I try to do, all that is going to happen is what you intend to happen unto me. Still I'll keep on trying to do what I think is right, and not trying to do what is not right. There's no point in asking for blessings since I know I have your blessings, like all do!
Part-time saadhus don't get enlightened.
And here's my first step taken today to correct that: talking to my boss about quitting my job.
athaatho brahma jijnaasa