One of the experiences that occurred rarely to me, earlier, has come to stay! Once in a blue moon, I used to feel "What the heck is happening? What am I doing here?" eg, while riding a bike, something to the effect that "who's taking me on the bike?" This, in lesser clarity of questions, is happening continuously. I'm feeling lost to the extent that yesterday or even a few hours earlier seem hazy like a dream. Nothing ever happened? I think Papaji's calling; lets get the book at least.

I'm sure all this is a dream now... God, please help me to snap out of this dream, not the feeling.
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